Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it'd be 
If he had loved me 
Truly loved me yes 
I learned a while ago that kind of thing 
Never happens for me 
And so I go around 
And just pretend 
Love is not for me 
I play the circus clown around my friends 
Make them laugh and they won't see 
That you never let them see you sweat 
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep 
Lord knows it's killing me 

So I put on my make-up 
Put a smile on my face 
And if anyone asks me 
Everything is okay 
I’m laughing cause no one 
Knows the joke is on me 
Cause I’m dying inside 
With my pride and a smile 
On my face 
On my face 

Singing lalala... 

Sometimes I sit at home 
By the phone hoping he might call me 
But he don't call me 
But then I realize 
Dreams come true aren't for girls like me 
Not like me 
And so I go around with my head up 
Like it ain't no thing 
And when the boys are out with all my friends 
I’m into other things 
Cause you never let them see you sweat 
Don’t want them to think the pain runs deep 
Lord knows it's killing me 

And so I put my make up (Put it on, put it on) 
Put a smile on my face (A smile on my face 
And if anyone asks me (Oh, yeah 
Everything is okay (Oh, I'm laughing) 
I’m laughing cause no one (No one, no one) 
Knows the joke is on me 
But I’m dying inside 
With my pride and a smile 
On my face 
On my face 

It’s not an easy (Thing to do) 
Sometimes it’s hard to (Face the truth) 
It’s not the life that I would choose (That I would choose) 
But what else can I do? 
If he don’t love me 
If he don’t want me 
I’m not about to sit around 
Let myself go 

So I put on my make-up 
Put a smile on my face (I put a smile on my face) 
And if anyone asks me (everything is ok) 
Everything is okay (Oh, I'm laughing) 
I’m laughing cause no one (No one, no one) 
Knows the joke is on me (But I'm dying inside) 
Cause I’m dying inside 
With my pride and a smile 
On my face 
On my face 

Singing lalala...